L'anno scorso a quest'ora tornavo da una mini-vacanza stupenda a Eurodisney.
Stavo benissimo. Quattro giorni intensi in un mondo colorato immaginario e magico, e quel "noi due" che non faceva una piega.
Forse anche quella era una magia ... una gratificante magia.
Ora, a distanza di un anno esatto, riesco a sentirmi così bene un'altra volta.
Diverse le sensazioni, diverse le persone che ho intorno, diversi i miei punti di riferimento, diverse le abitudini ... però con la stessa serenità di un anno fa.
E fa veramente strano ritrovarsi sereni un'altra volta, dopo 365 giorni, come se niente fosse. Come se nulla fosse cambiato.
Quando invece ...
Tanti i pianti, tantissime le decisioni impegnative, tante le persone che ti hanno deluso e che hai deluso, enormi gli sbagli, innumerevoli i rapporti persi e pochi quelli recuperati, tanti i cambiamenti di umore, altrettanti i sentimenti provati: dal rifiuto all'accettazione, dalla delusione all'indifferenza, dal bene infinito al non riuscire a sentire più niente, dall'odio all'amore, dall'amore all'odio, dal rispetto al poco tatto, dal non respirare più al pianto per la nuova prima boccata d'aria, dal non essere niente al diventare zia, dall'amore appassionato per chi si è conquistato il tuo cuore per tanti anni all'amore affettuoso per una piccola pequena che si è impossessata di ogni tua attenzione. Tante le parole dette "per" ferire, tante quelle dette per scusarsi ... tanto lo schifo, ma anche tante le risate e tante le attenzioni ricevute.
Tanti i pianti, un pò meno le gioie anche se importanti.
E sono proprio quelle che mi hanno portato alla serenità di ora.
Ci sono un sacco di cose che finiscono, o che devono finire, o che finiscono anche se non vorresti.
Perdi un sacco di tempo a pensare al dolore che ti provocano queste continue parole dal nome "FINE" che non ti accorgi che ci sono altre mille cose che sono cominciate, o che stanno per cominciare, o che vorresti che cominciassero ma non te ne rendi ancora conto.
Poi, piano piano, ti illumini ... e ricominci anche tu.
E quando c'è anche qualcuno al tuo fianco che ti tiene la mano, è ancora meglio.
sensazioni…..
13 anni fa
184 commenti:
Tutti meritano di essere sereni.. e sono veramente felice che tu lo sia..tantissimo, davvero.. un bacio tesoro..
Tu sei splendida.... lo sai????
questo post lo sento anche un po' mio.. grazie erano le parole che volevo leggere.. molto molto bello..
ciao fenomeno... tu sei sempre presente ed illuminata... come un alberello per le mani tese che ti arrivano in tanti momenti.... guarda ho imparato anche a mandare sms con una mano siola pur di tendertela... ^__^ un bacioooooo e una supersettimana... ovunque tu sia... conchiunque t voglia essere ;P a.
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